Welcome Back....

Hi.. I know I never really had too many readers, but for anyone who still checks up on me.. HI! I haven't blogged since the end of August. So much has happened and yet nothing has happened. I quit blogging for awile because this was generally set up as a spot for me to whine about my hypochondria... and since my last bout of it set me up with atleast 3 CT scans and 2 visits to 2 surgeons, and a whole new slew of debt, I haven't had a bout of it in awile. I figure..if something bad was looming, those scans would have caught it. I have traded my anxiety for depression it seems..and I think this might be worse. I have little twitches of hypo... like my shoulder ache... and the fact that I had MONO right before christmas, and the lump on my neck thats been there for years that feels a little bigger.. but I haven't done any hardcore internet 'research' so to speak, so things could be worse!

Points of interest:

Job change: I am now working as a waitress, cocktail waitress at a fabulous new bar/restaurant. I like it.. it keeps me very busy and not focused on anxiety.

Still single, although my son's father let his fat girlfriend move in with him and I've been pretty upset and obsessed with that. Kinda seeing an ex boyfriend from the past, who has paid my car payment for the past two monthes and lavished me with gifts and dinners, but who slightly gets on my nerves for dumb reasons, will blog more about that later.

Have pretty much isolated myself from all of my friends and family... due to A. Huge thing that happened on Halloween B. Some other shit....once again.. will blog more about this later

As for today, I've got some kind of ingrown hair/boil in the crease between my left theigh and ass and that really hurts..I've taken to wearing those old people stick on heating pads for my right shoulder ache, and I have to work today..(lil scared about that, ended up doing more than a FEW shooters of Washington Apples sat night and got quite tipsy on the job.. a nono. We will see what happens)