I HATE my boyfriend

He spends everynight at my damn house, I cook for him, let him wash his clothes here, treat his kid wonderfully, make him part of my family and all I get from him is BULLSHIT! So today he SUPPOSEDLY has to go and do this yard work for his parents in their mountain property to work off some debt that he owes them. Mind you he does this everyday. So my son is with his father this weekend, I figure if he is not going to work on the mountain property than maybe we can spend some QT together, doing something fun rather than me feeding his stupid face and us passing out to Tv. First it is , yes he has to do the work. Now, its raining. He decides he is going to see his son. NOT A PROBLEM, but I know what this means. It means his fucking MANLOVER is right up the street, and not only will be he stopping to see his 'kid', it will no doubt invoke a visit to his MANLOVERS HOUSE , which can last hours. I am so fucking disgusted right now. Because I know him so well.. when he tells me he is going to see he his son, I give him a look of murder and say " I'm sure that includes seeing Brian as well". He shrugs and says " Well yeah, probably!"... UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOATHE Brian. I have dubbed his house Brokeback Mountain because at one point in our relationship he was spending so much time over there that I figured they were doing more than 'playing hockey on xbox" ... more like playing tonsil hockey or giving each other blowjobs. Have you ever known a 29 (tomorrow) year old man who spends hours upon hours ALONE IN A HOUSE with the same fucking guy day after day. He hasn't done this in awile, but I know that once he visits, it will start a chain reaction of 'visits' in which I will suffer. Brian is agorophobic... for those of you who dont know what that is.. it is FEAR OF LEAVING THE HOUSE. He is a disgusting loser who smokes pot and looks like Master Shredder from Ninja Turtles (thats the rat isnt it?). He hates me and I hate him.. and I hate MORE that that asshole is going to spend AN OPEN SUNDAY WITH THAT PIECE OF SHIT! I got my period today, so I'm in an emotional/bad mood as it is.. when he told me , I managed to keep my cool for all of 3 minutes.. I got up, opened the door and told him to get the fuck out. ......then I proceeded to throw everthing in my grasp against the door. Then I have to get one last jab in .. HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY ASSHOLE out the door as he drives away. One thing I hate more than Brian is BEING IGNORED. So go out to Brians you fucking twit. Play with each others anuses and stick playstation controller vibrations on each others balls.... I feel like calling one of my stand-bys.